Blarphanrgle!

Why does everything have to be everywhere? It is crazy that it is. So this is what happened in my crazy week last week. So, first on Monday I was so tired from my friends prom still that I was irritable and to top it off my date to prom was denied by the school. So I find out 6 days before prom that my date can't go. Just my luck, right? Well that day I sent a text to my friend and asked if he would go with me which he did. Prom was fun I must say, and my date, Mat, totally dances like a nerd. I would like to say one thing: Dances are not for making out or having sex, they are for having fun with your friends and the people around you to be closer as a community. I think that the people who don't really understand that needs to mature a little before going to any other dances. I had a tennis match on Monday too, which I lost badly haha. So that was kind of a mix between Monday and Saturday.

On Tuesday, I had tennis practice at Norton's til 4. Then I went to Alicia's house, which she lives right by the courts. I was there til 5, when my mom picked me up to go home and relax for maybe half an hour til the chorus concert which I had to be at the school by 6:30. I didn't get home that night til about 8:30. Then I had to read the stupid Scarlet Letter. That makes me want to punch babies, but thank goodness I found a reliable source that has the modern text so I know what they are talking about. So I didn't get to bed til around 10, which wasn't really my plan but that is just kind of how it worked out. Wednesday, I had a tennis match against Gardiner. The girl I played was really nice and our game score was really close but I got so frustrated at myself because I lost and I thought I was going to win. GRR! Thursday was probably the calmest day I had all week. I had practice til 4:15 then I got to go home relax and have fetucine alfredo. Friday I had another match, and again the girl I played was really nice but everyone else played cranky people or people who lied really bad about if the shots were in or out. I felt so bad.

Saturday was the most busiest day of my life. First I woke up at 5:30 because my parents are loud and then my mom and I left at 6:30 to head to Mount Arat High School to play in the singles tournament. And guess who I played? The girl from Gardiner...yay! Truthfully I was quite excited about playing her again but I was also nervous about sucking again. Not too much fun. Then I still lost but I felt so much better about how I played though. Well after that we went home so I could get ready for the prom. I got my hair done, and I was in the salon for 2 hours haha. It looked sick. Well then I decided I really didn't want to go out to eat so I could relax a bit. Well hecame to pick me up and our parents took so many pictures haha. Well after that we had fun.

So now to get some anger out. Okay, for One: You need to take a chill pill and stick it up your butt. I am so sick of your attitude and your crankiness. You always complain about how bad you have it but I don't think that's the way it is at all. Two: My definition of a team is that everyone sticks together and supports each other to the best of your ability. If you are distracted by the things around you that are "important" to you than you aren't much of a team player now are you? Three and Four: Wow...you two are so annoying that I don't even know what to say. Just because you can do one thing that others can't doesn't mean you have to be rude to people. And also you are a straight up nerd and no one wants to listen to those conversations. Five:You are really annoying as well. I understand that you really like me but sometimes I need my space.

If anyone asks who those people are I will not be saying. I just needed to vent a bit.

So now on to a happier subject, well kind of happier. I think I may kind of like someone but I am not completely sure yet, and i don't even know if it would work out. He probably doesn't like me anyways which I can't do anything about, but oh well. I won't know what will happen and I don't want to say anything without knowing.

Wow...

Everything has just been super crazy that I haven't had a whole lot of time to do anything. I have tennis almost every single day, unless it rains, and I have a lot of homework that I should be doing. Haha.

It gets a little hectic with everything that is going on but I am making it work. I am going with my friend to his prom Saturday then he is going to mine (hopefully) on the next Saturday. It will be nice to see him. I haven't seen him since the beginning of the summer.

I would like to say that wow...I really do get annoyed easily. Its like you complain and bitch about shit and you don't know how nice you have it. I am not saying my life is awful but I know people that you have it better than, so saying you life sucks is just going a bit to far. I understand how some people can have a rough day and to pissy about things and might be rude to your friends but after 3 months of it it kind of gets stupid. Take a chill pill and breathe, things will get better. With people not knowing everything that is going on, which i can understand you not telling people, but you shouldn't turn your back on them either and act like they aren't there....wow...I am now mixing 2 people. I want to let the 3 people who follow my blog, thanks!!!, that nothing I said is about you. I don't want to get you guys worried about it. It is more me venting about random stuff, haha.

Song of the day: Black Diamond by Utau Hoshino

Manga of the week: Suki Desu Suzuki-Kun
It is soo cute. It is by the person who wrote Moe Kare. Tee hee.

Anime of the week: Bokura ga Ita