Wierd How That Works

So it has actually been a while since I have updated this thing about my life. So last time, I was trying to remember what happened over a weekend. Not a whole lot happened since then.

Friday was my birthday and I didn't do a whole lot. Mat and I went to the movies and saw Letters to Juliet. It was an okay movie. It didn't live up to the hype. Mat dropped me off at Alicia's and hung out until Sunora and Lizzy came over. We were all getting excited for Portcon together.

The next morning was the fated day of Portcon 2010. Alicia and I dressed up as Sekai Saionji and Kotonoha Katsura from the anime/manga school days. It was soo much fun and I was so happy. I spent a whole lot of money on a bunch of stuff; like 5 posters, 3 ramune (japanese soda, YUMMY), VK cards, VK necklace, VK original soundtrack, and shape bracelets. Haha. I also saw Mat at the mall and I was really shocked that he was there but it made me oh so happy. I got to see him for a while and it made my day better. Last nite I went to go see the midnight showing of eclipse. HAWT!

Well not much has happened after that. Mat is coming over later today and I am so happy. I just absolutely love spending time with him and talking to him. <3

Last weekend, not a whole lot went on. And I think what is more sad is that I don't remember more than anything. Thinking.....thinking....thinking.....

I think on Saturday, I baby sat. I wasn't needed Friday because Kristina got out of work early and we came out to the house to eat supper. After I went to Mat's to hang out. Saturday was a long day for my sister and Sean. Their fridge broke one night because of a surge. The circuit board was fried but luckily it was an easy fix. I was supposed to babysit all day but Kristina was let off for the morning because she again wasn't needed. She got to take care of the whole fridge fiasco. It really helped her calm down and take a breather. Once she left I babysat the munchkin and he was a bit cranky. He has more teeth coming in and wouldn't stop crying, I felt bad for him and myself for having to deal with him.

Sunday was a boring day, and it was Father's Day and oh boy, I thought Father's Day would mark the death of my father. He was being so rude and getting mad over nothing. Sorry I had my phone off because it was going to die. Then he said a rude comment. We got home and my mom was like "do you want to give him you present?" I didn't care. Mom brought it in and said "go give it to him". I let her do deal with it because I was mad enough as it was. He was like "I am not opening it unless she hands it to me". So I said "Well I guess you don't get it then". Sorry that was a bit, how should I say, preppy way of explaining what went down. Later, My mother and I decided Mat could come out to the house where Dad wasn't coming home, so that's what he did on Monday.

I was so bored and anxious, excited and lonely, and it was all thanks to him coming out. I don't even know why. Time went by so slow and I was even texting him all day, isn't that sad? Well when he got here, my mom wasn't too far behind. She started cooking supper and we hung out for a bit and watched some random show that was on. We had hamsteak, which is actually a more important fact than it seems. It was so funny, but it is understandable. I will explain what I am talking about. So, in my family we make hamburger buns on the grill as like the bread part of our supper. So Mat grabbed a whole bun and put his hamsteak on it like a sandwich. Because he thought that what it was for. "I figured that was what you did because I don't see any hamburgers". I felt so bad but it was so funny. Then when we were finished eating my mom went in to get the strawberry short cake and we brought in the dishes and stuff and Mat started bringing in the drinks. We were going to still eat them outside haha. He put them back and I went to go back out through the back door and he wouldn't let me so I went to the front porch and went out that way. As I got on to the deck he tried to push me off, ABUSE! So we were like fighting and then we stopped all of a sudden. I jumped off the deck, not to let him win but to pick up my mom wood gloves off the ground.

That summed up supper. After, we played video games and he absolutely whooped me at everything except Super Mario Baseball and Mario Kart. We played a lot of games. Think about how sad it is that he beat me at Wii Tennis. Well, it was fun just being with him. There was a couple things that happened that made me think. There was a couple of times that I thought he was going to kiss me or kiss me on the cheek. Kissing on the cheek, I think, it just a cute way to show someone you care about them. I don't know about the actual kiss, I think it would count on the mood but I think I may have let him. Haha. I know, I am a pervert. I can't help it but what are you going to do.

Today, Tuesday, I had an eye doctors appointment and I was so happy. My astigmatism in my right eye got better, and the farsightedness in my left eye also got better. BOOYAH! Nothing besides that happened. Tomorrow, Mat is coming over again to hang out. Who knows what will happen? <3

Song of the Moment: Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
I don't know why.

Song of the Moment 2: I Promise You by Selena Gomez
It's for you :P

Slow Start to Summer

Not a whole lot has been happening since summer started, the only thing is that I am now dating Mat, besides that there really isn't anything. The next few weeks will be very interesting though, and I am pumped for it!

Friday,one week from today, is my 17th birthday and I am so excited. It will be another step to be a senior in high school and going to college. I think I will miss my friends as we all take different routes to follow their dreams but at the reunion you will be able to see who had the drive to complete it. I hope I am one of them. The day after my birthday is Portcon. I think everyone who follows my blog knows what it is but where this blog isn't for people to get to know me, but to be able to look back on when I get older, I will explain it anyways. Portcon is an anime/manga convention being held in Portland Maine. I am looking so forward to it and have been since Alicia and I decided to cosplay together and make the costumes from scratch. There is only a few things left to do before we finish it up and I am so happy. Sunday is father's day and I don't know if we are really doing anything. The way it sounds, my dad picked out what he wants for lunch, which is shimp fettucine alfredo. I will just have the alfredo part haha. Then my mom and I are going to go to Wal-mart and get the rest of the stuff for the cosplay. Woot! Next week, my dad is working 10 hour shifts at Prospect Harbor so he won't be coming home much. It will be just my mom and I. So Mat will probably come over at least once which I am very excited for, even though our house is like every where. Most of my wii stuff is missing when we got the new floors in and everything got moved around.

On June 30th, Eclipse comes out and I will be going to see it with Kristina, and The Last Airbender comes out July 1st and will probably be going to see it with a bunch of friends. If you don't know what the Last Airbender is about then you NEED A LIFE! The movie is based off of one of my favorite shows: Avatar: the Last Airbender. The producer of this movie planned on naming it Avatar but as everyone knows, to some, one of te best movies that came out in the past year was called Avatar, but I didn't like it that much.

Well thats my next 2 weeks bundled up into a few LARGE paragraphs and it makes me giggle.

Song of the Day: Take it Off by Ke$ha

Quote of the Day: "Wishing you were here." "You know I have to babysit you goob."

Giggling is Tee hee

Now that summer is starting, I will have plenty of time to update my blog. I know I am pathetic but oh well. So this summer is pretty sick already and is moving by so slow. It is the 4th day and I am super happy.

So lets start where I left off. I went to Mat's house to hang out and it was a total blast. We played video games and I got whooped in everything. He asked me out when we were heading downstairs to watch a movie. I told him he would have to wait til the end of the night, for two reasons. 1. to joke around with him and 2. because I didn't know yet. I was so nervous. Like I said before, we have dated before and it lasted about 2 weeks. When I think about it, he was a rebound of this jerk that I dated, Nick. Well we watched Wall-e and he is such a gentlemen and he is so sweet. He wouldn't even let me go change the video games in the wii, because I was the "guest". Haha. When he dropped me off, I was about to close the door and he asks if he could get answer and I told him yes.

Yesterday I went to his house again. And again we played video games. Whatever works. We played for a while then we decided to go downstairs and play actual ping pong and I was getting whooped but it was so much fun. He is such a nice guy. Oh yeah, we had smores too and the chocolate from it got all over our hands and the rug. They were such a complete mess but it as funny at the same time.

Well by the looks of it, my wish is coming true. I found an awesome nice guy who I know will treat me well, and I really like him. <3

Quote of the Day: "I need more tires for my air." "Yes because there isn't enough air around them as it is."

Song of the Day: Eternal Snow by Route L

Sorry..

I know...I am sorry. It's been a while since I updated this puppy. So let me try and catch you up quickly on the more important things.

Song of the Moment: Dokuro-chan. Thank you Alicia for singing it with me during physics.

It's kind of scary how much things change and people change as well. People say I have matured since I became and ended my junior year of high school but I don't see it. Oh well. Friends move on, some may come back and some you will never see again. Some friends change and become a completely different person, and that could change the relationship with you, even if they were your best friend. You wish for the times in the past to reoccur but it won't happen and it never will. Just hope for the best and look forward. There will be better people out there who will be more mature about things and won't be so rude to you about the little things that just doesn't matter.

Tennis has officially ended and won't be back til next year. The ending was kind of sucky but we won't go into that.

School has ended too, and I am so ecstatic about it. I will not miss it at all. I passed all my finals, even US History, which was my highest grade. It was a 93! I was so happy about it. I was like freaking out this morning when I found out.

Now that summer is here, I have more time to focus on love which actually has a funny story to it. A guy, who is kind of my friend only because we have a mutual friend, told me Saturday that he liked me and wanted to know if I liked him back, which I don't. Then the same day, one of my guys friends was like flirting with me all day. Whenever he told me that he was doing something, he would say "wishing you were here". It was so sweet. We have dated before but I screwed it up because he was more of a rebound off some jerk then me actually liking him, so I felt bad when we broke up and we didn't talk that much til this year. I am happy that we are talking again but I think I may have started to like him, and he likes me. The only problem is that I THINK that I may like him and it isn't a definite. He is a really nice guy and really sweet but we will see what happens. I say that because I am going to his house to hang out with him and play video games. Yeah, I said video games. They aren't even like the video games that highschoolers even like, they are all Mario games. It is hilarious. I am starting to get butterflies...who knows what this means? And did I mention he is picking me up in about a half an hour. I am so excited.

Well I will say how everything goes later. Peace!