Floating

I wish that I could float along through life. What I mean is that I wish I could go through life easily; no problems and no drama, but I don't see that dream coming true. I feel like I should really smarten up. I still have feelings for my ex, Mat, which isn't good. I need to move in life, and that is the first step. Next is to go to college. Yay!

Sadies is around the corner, and I will be completely alone. All of my friends have boyfriends or dates and I got nothing. Just my luck. I thought of a couple guys that I could ask but I won't because I don't want drama. I just don't want to deal with it anymore. I am pretty much used to being ignored and left out with my friends. How to fix it? I can't. If they don't want me involved in something, there isn't much that I can do. I wish there was because I really love my friends, but there isn't. I feel lonely after school, when they join into the infamous circle which is the way the exclude people. It doesn't take much effort to move in and make the circle smaller but it also doesn't take much effort to make the circle bigger to include your "friends" but I am not trying to give a Geometry lesson.

We had a Renaissance assembly today, and I got some thing where I get 10% off at Attitude's hair salon and 10% Maynord's Chocolate; so useful. And when they started calling down people I thought I saw someone that looked like my father, thankfully it wasn't. Haha. But for some reason they still have said that I haven't made honor roll 10 times. I have only missed one quarter, and we are starting the 14th. How does that make sense? Wow, more people with math problems. Fan-dan-tastic.

Well that's it I guess.

Quote of the Week: "Old people are so cute." "I know, they are so cute that I could just pet them."

Quote of the Week 2: "Gawd I am short."

Manga of the Week: Sakurahime Kaden