Fate

Do you think everything happens for a reason, even if you never find out what that reason is? I do. So much has happened since the last post, and most of it isn't even important. I think it is just crazy how things you don't expect to end ends quickly without even being able to see it come. To understand why I am being so deep in thought is because Mat broke up with me. I had a feeling about it, but I was trying to not worry about everything so I pushed it aside and didn't think about it, and look where it got me. I am not mad at him for breaking up because I wouldn't want him to be miserable while dating me. It happens and I don't blame him one bit. Oh well, who knows what will happen.

I have a new friend. Her name is Kayla and she reminds me a lot of Rhi. She's in my english class and she is from Kansas. Who, from Kansas, would want to come to freezing Maine? Who knows?

We got our laptops today too, which makes me happy cause it is easier to do my homework.

I don't know what else to really say right now. It's been a crazy day but hopefully everything works out in the end.

Song of the Week: The Only Exception by Paramore

School is....

I am not too sure how to explain school but to say school is school. There are always good and bad things to school. Good: seeing my friends, and Mat, a lot more than the summer, and to most people that would be it, but not me for once. I love how I get to go to the elementary school to work with kindergarten kids and still get a credit for high school. Bad: School. Haha. It's all the classes haha.

My schedule is kind of crazy and not like the normal schedule I usually have. On black days I have computer apps., which I must say is a waste of time but for some reason it is a requirement for our school to graduate. Whatever. Second block is when I go to the elementary school. I love working with all the kids. Third is Community Based Learning. This class is very intimidating and scary. In this class, we work together to change the community and spread messages to help. The scary and intimidating part is that at any moment the teacher will tell us to just call someone to get a meeting or something. The last class will be fun. It is english with Mr. Goldsmith. I may actually like english this year too.

Orange days I think will be my favorite. I have two study halls and one of them has Mat in it which makes me happy. The ther one has Mr. Lachapplle for the teacher. Yay! The two classes I actually have that day is my A.P. Calc and Psych. Calc is going to be a difficult class but it doesn't help when I don't really talk to anyone in that class. There's nothing I can really do about it. Psych could be hard because Mr. Thurston is the teacher. I had him last year for HUSH. I hope it will be a fun class.

Well that's just about it for the first few days of super "fun" school.

Favorite Quote: "They were just surrounding me." "They wanted to show that they were just helping the special need kids."
You have to love Lizzy, even though it was fun making fun of her.

Favorite Quote 2: "I drew a house for me and the person I love to live in, and that's you." "Remember, we are just kindergarten friends."
The things the kids say make the world go round.

Song of the moment: Dynamite by Taio Cruz