Crap

Why is everything so scattered around and nothing set in stone? Uncertainity sucks. I wish I knew what would happen in the future but no one ever really knows.

I got very upset when I woke up in the morning today. I had a dream in which I had a totally awesome boyfriend, and it was the day of Sadies. We were hanging out at my house with Alicia, who did approve of him lol, and he was the sweetest ever and it made me think about how I wish I could find a guy like that for real, I guess it's going to be a dream, or at least for now.

So, I am in Pre-calc now, we had a test, and when I was done I checked what my grade was in the class and it's an F. I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I know I haven't been doing that bad. There are only 4 grades in the grade book and one of them is a zero because the teacher was retarded and decided to assign homework on the day of the midterm and I didn't know about and she collected it on the next day. Just my luck. Oh well...lets see what my mother says.