There is no clock in the air,

Time is flying so fast and there really isn't a clock floating in the air. School starts in almost 2 weeks and I feel like I haven't done a whole lot with my summer. What exactly have I done with my summer? Lets see. At the beginning of the summer, right after school ended, I was babysitting. I think that's what most of my time went to this summer. I got to make money somehow. I think that day I was talking to two different people and they both surprised me in the same way. They both wanted to date me, but I wasn't sure if I felt the same way about either one of them. Peter has been my friend for a couple years, and I met him because he was a friend of a friend, and he was completely head over heels in love with the mutual friend for most of the time I knew him. Her locker is next to mine and he was always so sweet to her, he ever bought her flowers for no reason, but I had never though of him as more than a friend. The other guy, Mat (shhh...I know you all know by now but let me ramble), has been an even closer friend for a couple years. I remember when we first became friends, I was always at Alicia's house spending the night. We would call Anthony to make fun of him and we would find out that Mat was there as well. Alicia and I made fun of them both by saying they were a couple, which was hilarious. Well the first day of summer vacation, Mat was texting me always saying "wishing you were here", which I though was so sweet but I didn't know how I thought of him. We dated once before and it was kind of a rebound which I felt really bad about. Well anyways, as you all know, I am now dating him and I couldn't be happier.
Not much happened after that except for my grandfather having a heart attack July 3rd. No one really knew what was going to happen, so I filled in anywhere I could to help out everyone, and this lasted til about the end of the month when he passes away. After that we tried to get back to normal, like we knew he would want us to do. I hang out with friends at a pool party, baby sat more, and of course hung out with Mat.
Now, we are about to the present and I am getting shopping done for the school year and having my senior pictures taken. Some are coming out absolutely amazing. It makes me super duper happy but also nervous that I will be a senior in high school.
Well that's about it for today. Mat is coming over later, of course, and I have to get ready.

Song of the Week: Never Let You Go by Janice Wei Lan

Quote of the Week: "This is Cinderella and I want Pamela Anderson".